Here I am alive at last & I'll savor everymoment of this.
Well the lake wasnt soo bad.Amanda didnt end up coming...apparently sun poisening is a bitch...a BIG bitch.LoL well I guess I most defiantly wouldnt want that shit.But yeah the lake was ok...I got a little bit of a tan.But one look at that water and I knew someone couldnt pay me to go in it.I only swim in pools.But yeah...2morrow should be fun me and Amanda are gonna see the 'notebook' which I been dying to see.It looks soo good and that one guy....omfg...soooo hotttt!I love sappy movies the only problem s if your alone...well dont have a boyfriend/girlfriend theymake you feel like shit..I was SUPPOSE to see it with Taft...but right now even his name pisses me offf.God...I swear nothing we do is special to him and half of what we do I do for him...Whatever.Next year hopefully Ill find someone new...hell find someone new...and will BOTH happy and away from eachother.I love him I really do...or atleast I did...but no matter what he tells me I know he doesnt love me or barely even care.Maybe he does just want some.I hate even saying that....it hurts me sooo much because its ok when any of my other boyfriends just wanted to get some (although none of them got any or got even close to getting any) but I actually care/cared about Taft.At one point I would of actually of done ANYTHING for him I was sooooo in love wth him.I guess he just took me for granted a little too much.But I guess whatevers meant to happen is gonna happen.So yeah Im out.<3<3<3<3<3
-Christy
Posted at 06:56 pm by HeLovesMeNot
-When you been gone then Its been a Summer-
