I'm falling into memories you,things we use to do.
Well a little bits happening.Taft dumped me...which is better because we both know were bad for eachother and it definatly was not working out.And Im kinda happy he did it so I didnt have too.I guess its just really over.It looks like Amanda still might be going to North Carolina with me.If not Im probably going with my mom to Ocean City for that week.So either way I get a vacation.Im on a diet which isnt probably going to last much longer.This carbohydrate shit sucks.We ate out today and I was just like staring @ the bread they brought to the table.I have NEVER wanted bread so bad in my whole life.Hell I dont even like bread that much.Oh well....if it will make me skinny.OH YEAH and Im going blonde...soon probably.I guess when I get dumped I just feel like I need to do something I guess just to make myself better or something?I have no idea.But I also took up reading.I went to borders and bought 'The Notebook' and the sequel 'The Wedding' Last night.The book so far is so much better than the movie.Its crazy how losing someone makes you...I took up reading,a diet,drastically(sp?) changing my hair, and....well thats about it.Maybe im just going crazy.I dont know.But I guess thats about it!
P.s.This is my last entry...Im sick of this journal.maybe Ill get a new one I dont know..."helovesmenot"...true but gay.
<3,christy You're watching, my heart being, so close to you,
your bleeding thoughts.
Open wounds still breathing
You're my everything, you're my everything...
Left behind hateful thoughts, overwhelmed by your mind,
lost in time again.
Shadows bringing me down, jealous of your face,
drowning in your awe.
Although I can see, time is not running out,
I still run behind everything.
I don't understand, I embrace every thought,
everyword...everything.
Posted at 05:31 pm by HeLovesMeNot
-When you been gone then Its been a Summer-
