Jun 27, 2004
Dont bother to explain Angel,..I know exactly what goes on..
Well didnt do much today...I only left the house once an that was to get a frappachino (or however you spell it).Im gettig really lazy and fat :/.This weeks gonna be hell but this weekend should be a lot of fun or I hope so anyways.Hopefully Ill be at mandas on the 3rd and the 4th rather then my moms...(Im crossing my fingers).I hate being there expcially when I have plans elsewhere.And Im hoping Ill ge to see Taft sometime this week...I not I guess Ill see him on the 3rd at the fireworks thingy?I dont know...
<3, Christy
Posted at 06:04 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 26, 2004
------Seasonsssssss------
Summer air reminds me of all the feelings of your love,
And what it was like when we were together,
Walking all along the beach, you were never far from my reach,
And you held me through the stormy weather,
And I, I want to fall in love tonight,
And I remember when you said "everything is gonna be alright"
Laying in the summer grass, you told me not to talk so fast,
As I told you how I feel,
You made me feel right at home,
You told me I was not alone and you knew just how I feel,
I know we talked about it, I just can't get around it,
I just want one more night with you,
October air reminds me of all the seasons of your love,
And what it was like when we were together
The smell of fall is everywhere and though it seems,
I just don't care, 'cause now you've gone away,
Alright
I,I wanna fall in love
I,I wanna fall in love tonight
Posted at 12:52 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Well Last night I babysat...Which was fine except I had to spend the night and didnt get a whole lot of sleep.Then when I came home this morning my dad was a sleep on the sofa and the place was a mess(Im not exactly sure what he did last night but Im guessing he wasnt alone).So I cleaned everything up and and my dad is STILL asleep.And it pisses me off becuase we have a 1000 things we need to do.But on the better side Tafts coming home today...But not until late so hopefully Ill get to see him Tomorrow.Ive missed him.Noras leaving today...but only for a week.My vacation isnt for another month :(.Well we might go to Ocean City for a day or two but Im not sure yet.Well Im off to finish cleaning up..
-Christy
Posted at 12:45 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 24, 2004
Well last night I could NOT sleep I kept on thinking about my boyfriend and I had to wake up early this morning to go to the waterpark.Today was a lot of fun...but me and Amanda ended up really sunburnt..but luckily we didnt have to walk home.Hopefully it will turn into a dark tan like usual.Im really pissed right now because my fat fuck brother ate my favorite mashed potatoes and Im like starving although I had two snow-ball thingys today..(yummmmmay!).But yeah I guess Ill make something else sooooo...Im off...
<3,Christy
Posted at 06:49 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 23, 2004
I can't wait for this to end,
and leave tonight behind us
I'm unsettled letting go of you
and sleeping the night in silence
And this Letdown falls along with me
onto my bed while rolling over
break my heart or break my fall;
Don't kiss him and cover all
the memories you had of me
The last time I saw you
you were standing by his side
The last time you saw me
was through your closed eyes
as I'm waiting by the phone
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go?
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go?
I can't wait until my heart mends
so I can finally go outside
And I tell myself "Well, Ken
its better to have lost love than
paint a smile and pretend."
The last time I saw you
you were standing by his side
the last time you saw me
was through your closed eyes
as I waited by the phone
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go?
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go?
The last time I saw you,
You were standing by his side
The last time you saw me
was in a crumpled photograph
that missed the bin
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go?
He loves you?
Who loves you more, to let you go? |
Posted at 11:18 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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The worst is over....But you can have the best of me..<3
Well today wasnt to out of the ordinary...but for some reason Im in a realllllly good mood.But god! I hate my therapist she is such a dyke...she always pisses me off...isnt she suppose to be helping me?WHATEVER.But 2morrow Im going to the waterpark..like definatly this time.Which would be good becuz my tan is already fading (although it is half fake :p).But yeah I miss my boyfriend soooooo much although he is like 600 miles away right now..were getting along pretty well..I think he might actually still love me a little bit.But I <3 him regardless of how he feels about me and I cant wait until he gets home.He promised to go see the "Notebook" with me...Omg I cant wait! I love those really sappy chick flick movies.But besides that...my little sister and my brother are coming home on saturday (I think?) because my dad took ALL WEEK off work...god damnit!I cant stand my younger siblings and my dad...for a full week.Hopefully Ill survive.But yeah Im off to bed and Taft I love you very much..hope your having fun:)!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!
-Christy
Posted at 10:21 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 22, 2004
Then we say "remember when?" just like we always do...
Well today wasnt so bad...pretty similar to yesterday.Went to Nora's we watched the rest of Legally blonde 2 and The lizzie Mguire (sp??).But yeah.Hopefully tomomorow Me and Amanda are going to the waterpark but,...who knows usually that doesnt work out.I miss Taft I've barely talked to him.I wish he'd fucking come back!Wow my life is getting extremely boring.Well I guess Im offfff....
-Christyyy
Posted at 04:29 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Wow I never knew this song was by the used?
Is it worth it can you even hear me?
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I've felt it for a while now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
(Chorus)
So here I am it's in my hand
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won’t you think I’m pretty
When I’m standing top the bright lit city
And I’ll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we’ll drink and dance the night away
We’ll drink and dance the night away
(Repeat Chorus)
Savor every moment of this
As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
And won’t you think I’m pretty
When I’m standing top the bright lit city
And I’ll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
(repeat Chorus)
Savor every moment of this (x2)
Posted at 12:32 am by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 21, 2004
Well today was ok.I got up around ten,..took a shower,ate..the usual.Me and Nora went for a walk latter on so we could "accidently" run into Amanda and her cousin.Which by the way didnt work out as planned.I really miss Taft hes in North Carolina until sunday I think.I wish he would come home NOW.Hopefully tonight Ill get to go shopping I need some summer clothes.I might not have to go to moms this week (yyyyayyyy!).Amanda and Nicholas's 2 month anniversairy is on friday! Whooo go Amanda.Im thinking thier ACTUALLY gonna last.Well my fathers finally home so Im out.
-Christy
Posted at 05:23 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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Jun 20, 2004
Wow this weekend well.....hasnt exactly been the best.Yesterday was my bestest friends birthday and I couldnt go to her party because my stupid ass father wouldnt allow it."Christina your up there to spend time with your mother you can celebrate Amandas birthday @ the little warped tour thingy".Since this whole stupid I go to my mothers some of the week and come home the other half thing...I dont feel like anything is familiar anymore...I get thrown from place to place...when my mom doesnt want me Im at my dads vice versa.Nothing is ever stable in my life anymore..its fucking gay.So on saturday night I babysat my 6 year old cousin jacob.Wow not exactly sure if Id do that again.He is ADD.He was bouncing off the walls.I used the money to get my Daddy a good fathers day present and he just like threw it aside.....I try so hard so make him tomake him happy and get him something he will really like well its been like 8 hours and he still hasnt opened it.Then when my mom saw I had bought him that she got all pissed "YOU DONT SPEND THAT MUCH $ ON ME!!!,......HES A TERRIBLE FATHER WHY BUY HIM SOMETHING???".I HATE my family.Then on top of all that Amber and Tafts friend Mike were over Tafts the other night and apparently he dumped me.Then Amber was yelling at me which obviously did no good because I didnt hear a word she said.She sounded like a yappy dog.Well whatever....The usuall happened me and him got back together, Ambers pissed,...same shit.But yeah Im off......
-Christy
Posted at 08:18 pm by HeLovesMeNot
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-When you been gone then Its been a Summer-
